And for a long time.. undergarment protested for its right to be colourful. Undergarments works hard but since they live inside they had to fight for its right. Undergarment, specially the lower-wear bears much ; the regular peeps, the chemically high bodily fluid. And cyclic menstruation 🩸 in ladies .
Fucked off , faded still usable , durable . Huh to hygiene. Huh to cozy. Buy one which will go long if not everlasting .
Undergarment had again to fight to be cozy, comfortable , to be hygienic .
Untill beach culture 🏖️ ( once it look necessary in self interest ), undergarment had to fight. Fight to be cozy, cool, hygienic and most importantly… colorful. 🩳
मै कभी-कभी लिखता हूँ उस कुत्ते के माफिक भी जिसका पिल्ला रोनी सूरत में पूछता है कि आदमी की आदत है क्या . कुत्त को रोड़े मारना ?
या फिर उस बिल्ली के माफिक जो अकाल में टटोलती रही रोटी घर घर जाकर ।
मैं देखता हुं उस फकीर की हालत जिसे यह भान हो चला है कि दोनों शाम का निवाला अब ईश्वर भरोसे ही।
मै कर्ज में पड़े किसी बाप को चुपचाप लिखना चाहता हूँ उसके भीतर के सन्नाटे को पूरा का पूरा सुपुर्द करते हुए ।
मैं लिखना चाहता हुँ कि आजकल वो कम रोटिया खाता है। लंबे देर तक चुप रहता है । खिसियाता है अपनी पत्नी पर। और मुॅह ढॅककर सुबह देर तक सोया रहता है।
मैं उस लड़की के माफिक भी लिखता हूँ जो बिल्कुल सिहरी हुई है आज कि उसका भाई गुजरते हुए रास्ते से उसे अपने Boyfriend के साथ देख लिया है।
बहुत संवेदनशील होकर लिखता है मेरा कलम उस लड़के का प्रेम मन जिसे अपनी पुरानी प्रेमिका सड़क पर अपने नए प्रेम में मिली। और वह अब उस सड़क से कतराने लगा है।
नए शहर में पुराने मित्र की ठीक परछाई का दूसरा दोस्त ढुँढ़ते उस लड़के के पीछे पीछे चलकर मैं इस पूरे शहर को नापना चाहता हूँ।
मेरे हिस्से का बचा समय उस mother को भी बॉचना चाहता है जिसका बेटा दूर कमाने गया है।
उस बुर्जुग के बगल में थोड़ा सुस्ताता है मेरा समय जों स्कूल जाने के घंटे भर बाद से ही पोते के लौटने की प्रतीक्षा में रहता है हररोज ।
मैं सुँघ सकता हूँ उस सॉवली लड़की का दर्द जिसके भीतर का प्रेम प्रवाह पकड़ चुका है पर व्यस्क मन भीतर ही भीतर जानता है दुनिया को और दुनिया के गोरेपन का शय ॥
ठीक ठीक नहीं फिर भी मैं माप सकता हु तीसरी बार रिश्ता दिखाने गई लड़कियों की धड़कन ।
मैं दोबारा पलट के देखता हु वेश्यालय में दाखिल होते उस बड़ी मुँछ वाले आदमी को वो कितना अकेला और कमजोर पड़ा है सिर्फ सुरैया ही जानती है।
मेरे हिस्से का शब्दकोष नींद में “कुछ कुछ से हुए “के लिए ढुँढ़ लिया है कहना ” Nightfall “ और Musturbation को ठीक ठीक हिज्जे करना भी सीख लिया है बिना किसी के बताए।
मेरा कलम बहुत देर तक अटका रहता है सोचते हुए उस सयानी लड़की की रात को जिसे अपंग हाथों के लिए विकलांगता भत्ता मिलता है।
गालियों को गुलेल के पट्ट पर रखकर उछाल देता है अनंत की ओर मेरी कविताएँ, उन लोगों के माफिक जो तिरछी नजर के हैं।
हलॉकि मेरी कविताएँ नहीं जानती ठीक ठीक कि कविताए कैसी होती है। पर परवाह भी नहीं करती इसकी कि जबरदस्ती उड़ेला जाए प्रेम पंग्तियों में । खुश दिखता हुआ ही लिखा जाए हरबार ॥
मेरी कविता ठीक ठीक कविता भी तो नहीं है। ना ही उसे दुनिया जीत लेने का घमंड है। जीने भर की जीजीविषा पर पनपी हुई वह हरी घास होना चाहती है जिसके होने मात्र से दुनियाँ जीने लायक बनी रहती है।
. . .@ Kishan 12 Feb 2024 Monday ; 3:27 PM
💐 WE LAUGH :FROM TOOTHLESS TILL TEETHLESS .
हम हंसते है :बिना दांत से बिना दांत तक ।
1. Have you any other name ? If yes , mention please !
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2. What is the song you tuned today first ?
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Any movie – dialogue you have in your memory?
3. Whom do you miss much in your maternal village ?
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4. Have you any memory of childhood nightmare?
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5. Who was your best friend in class 10th ?
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****** Oh , you have started smiling .******
6. Have you a memory of class 1 when you got bitten ?
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7. Are you recalling your condition when your pen stopped working while writing in class 5th ?
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8. Who did share the pen that time ?
Which Sir has butten you the most?
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9. Have you suffered at least a time : when your bonafide friend didn’t talk to you on exam day ?
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10.What is your highest marks in mathematics in class 8th ?
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11. When have you wet in rain last time ?
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12. Have you watched rainbow ?
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13. Have you ever met a stranger ?
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14. Have you got cheated while shopping ?
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15 . Have you lost a coin ever ?
16. Have you stepped wrong road ever?
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16. Have you rejoiced free candy from
neighbouring shop?
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17. When did you use the body spray last time ?
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18. Have you ever a call from wrong number ?
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19 .Is your TV sad because of your Smartphone ?
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20. Have you too often forget the date in this lockdown ?
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21.Of which your last tear was ; of happiness, of pain ?
22.You arise on Sunday ; early, late?
23.Any place you are disgusted from?
24.You prefer; coffee, tea?
25.You’re; veg, nonveg?
*********Still smiling 😯 *********
Kishan_____
# यात्रा #
यात्रियों को देखकर ही मुझमें गति आई । यात्रियों को देख कर ही मैं यात्री बना। . यात्रियों ने सिखाया कि अपना वजन कैसे उठाया जाता है । उसने- सिखाया कि अपनी ही दिशा की रेल पकड़नी है। अपनी दिशा के ही रास्ते चुनने है। अपनी दिशा के ही सहयात्री बनाने हैं । . यात्रा मुझे सिखाता है. . कि. यात्रा की तैयारी करनी पड़ती है । और कभी कभी अचानक के यात्रा को कैसे पूरा किया जा सकता है । यात्रा सिखाता रहा कैसे साथ भी चलना है – सतर्क भी रहना है – छुटते भी जाना है।
यात्रा का ईश्वर मेरे साथ साथ यात्रा करता है। वह फुसफुसाता है रुक कर क्या करोगे? ठहरोगे तो देर हो जाएगा। चलो । चलते रहो। कि सौभाग्य ना सब दिन सोता है – देखें आगे क्या होता है।
रात होनी चाहिए – रात एक पर्दा है – पूरी दुनिया का , ओझल होने के लिए । रात होनी चाहिए – कि हम सो जाएँ । बेशर्त बंद कर ले ऑखें और अपने हिस्से का सपना देखें। रात होनी चाहिए – कि कोई आवाज न दे और बात पूरी तसल्ली से हो । सबसे जरूरी बातें , सबसे सच्ची बातें, सबसे लंबी बातें । अंधेरा बातचीत में दखल नहीं देता . सो बातें रात में जरा ज्यादा स्पष्ट सुनाई देती है।
रात ज़रूरी है – रुठे लोगों को मनाने के लिए। बहुत करीब आने के लिए। रात होनी चाहिए – कि आज की बात आज खतम हो और कल कोई नया दिन हो । रात होनी चाहिए ,कि कोई खामोश दर्द घिसकर खतम हो जाए धिरे -धिरे । जैसे दिनभर का जमा पसीना सूखता है। धिरे-धिरे I l
रात होनी चाहिए ताकि हम नंगे हो सके। रात होनी चाहिए – कि हम दिनभर सभ्य रहें।
रात होनी चाहिए – रात बहुत जरूरी है । दिन का दिन होने के लिए ॥
I wrote a version of this post before, but that was about lessons. Unfortunately, learning isn’t on the agenda today. Instead, I’m just going to rant. And while I have quite a few months ahead before my big four-oh, I thought I’d get a head start on what I think about turning 40. Is this […]
But my champ, do you know how hard it is (to wish you happy birthday) for a 23 one who knows the awkwardness of life . Who knows that on the earth we are briefly georgeous – where only childhood is the most fascinating time. It’s tough to wish you grow old.
My child, here are some worldly stuffs I’m sharing to U :
° Here , the arising early in the morning and sleeping till late, both have their own pleasur. And so one who arises early want everyone to have arised and one who sleeps till late want noone should miss this taste of slumber. So choice is your. Choose boldly.
° Here people transfer all their collective knowledge yet something is quite personal and you’ll understand that by yourself, they’ll suppose.
° Here the natural-love of senior manifests always to their younger ones. To love juniors and to obey seniors are fundamental features here beyond all races, castes, …
° Here everything exists , everything is true. So believe & believe not in writings sayings and philosophies. Things fit and misfit with respect to time. At a time some words are true , at other time other words are .
° Well, when you want to know the basics of a man , you must remember that we’re basically an animal. What we’re now is just what we’ve evolved throughout. But you can’t deny we’re animal.
° And my dear, when you’ll want to know the structure of society, you must understand that this is made by humans. This is their empire, they’ve built a long ago. We are only labouring in this empire.
° See, here is hateredness , cleverness, accident, crime, war, disease, tragedy tear and despair… Here is but Love, light, God, money, season, friends, coffee, lullaby . Here is competition, responsibility, religion, race, road and trivial ; here is laughter. And weirdly these all comes into each one’s account.
° One thing also, here is holiday on Sunday.
° Well, the longitude of life sometime seems too long and sometime seems too short. It happens. So, Stay sensed.
° Piya, yes; a time will come when things will seem you so complex that even you’ll not like your birth. But bunny, ” Time stops never. And certainly oneday you’ll say, ” YESSS.. it is good to be born. It’s kaleidoscopic .
° You too will see here, people and emotions are getting lead by technology. Make sure you’ll never let it own you. You’ve to own it.
° See, here Birthday has become a trend specially since ” f ” came. But you’re not so cheap. So, enjoy your B D multiple times more excitedly than this clumsy HBD trend.
Hell the cherry on the cake!! Let all tastes and all colours be your. Happy Birthday !!
1st.. pre-arrange-marriage . Pleasure of phone call , smile and then of Marriage day. A lot talk , flow , love and togetherness; a lot . Good days.
2nd… You start living more asa parent and less as a couple. The place between you will be occupied by your children.
3rd… Children goes outside for study, job. This time once again you come close, very close but this time having responsibility at place of romance.
4th….Just fine Well , your children are settled. You are living among them. New bridle, new child and a new family you see in front of you . You engaged there. Living Among children, you find little time to talk to each other . Then less time. Less matter to talk on , share . You become now ready just after bath. Hair care , facecare, are gone to their country. You are fine. Just fine . Always. Bete, bahu , bacchon k bich pata nahi kab se tum khote rahe.. You nurture your oldness by nurturing grand child. Your hair starts turning thin, pale , white. Your smile comes now over your wrinkles. Oh, and you are not exactly worry for this now. Hamm…! you feel now often the need of together’s warmness. you want now to sit togather . Damn uncomfortable but. Truth of old age kept desolving into you. Knowing it , you smile but yah, you want now to pass the time together literally. …You worry whether you will ever or not. You start caring each other in mind. Medicine, walking-stick, syrup , spectecal, stick ..you worry of it. Life starts threatening you. Yes, you see one of you are getting more older. You suddenly feel time is passing. You start caring beside everything; desperately. You want just to devote your rest of love. Yes, while shaking the syrup, putting it into his mouth you keep seeing into eyes. But my dear, time passes.
5th… And a day, your son runs towards hospital carring one of you. You are too old to run towards. For being this you left at home. You weep, you sob behind your eyes or sometimes out of it, you console yourself and engage yourself in something. Insane and alone among many. May he/ she return for you. May you have some more days ! But dear , one of you shall have to pass some rest of years/ year alone , insane , being half or exactly the one, single what you were among all your people; years back.
> .People and world around us are wonderful. Here is something borrowed from there. This is just an average estimation.
Places we lies 1. At big stage. 85% 2. At small stage speech. 75% 3. Tv- debate/ interview. 70% 4. On social media, status. 70% 5. On phone call. 60-65% 5′. To shopkeeper , sabjiwale. 60% 6. In wishes 50% 6′ Guardian of bridle / groom. 50% 6”. In quarrel with neighbour. 50% 7. In romance. 50- 75% 8. With stranger a. Quite strange. 50% b. Friendly 20% 9. Parents in law. 40% 10. Train conversation. 35% 10′. About salary. 35% 11. With parents. 25% 12. At work place/ office. 25% 13. With seniors. 20% 13′. Casual conversation. 20% 14. In letters. 20% 15. With juniors. 15-20% 16. Coffee table / tea time. 20% 17. With grand parents. 15% 18. With same age friend. 15% 18′ . Formal interview (job). . 15-20% 19. In diary. 10% 20. In mental thought. 5%
@ .This is just based on narrow understanding. The scope of exception is aligned here. May you are an exception. Good Luck !!
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